Monday, 20 August 2018

Keep calm and ignore

In life, we have those people that really provides emotional support and encouragement in your life. A quick chat once inawhile to check on one anothers condition and sending love + positive vibes.

On the other hand, u have ppl who are constantly drowned in negativity, complaints and overthinking. And those ppl feel u shudnt judge them.

Aiya. I can be nice, i can be nasty (which level of nastiness den depends on how negative u are) thou ppl say im generally quite mild.

So as a gemini, once i decided that im gonna black list u out of my life/things i give a fuck about, thats it. No need to come and explain shit or put :) :) :) behind msgs that arent what it supposed to mean. #toofake

Bye.

Wednesday, 15 August 2018

Thoughts on Life after giving birth

Frankly speaking i dunno if i will be able to handle a baby and doggy at the same time. Thou tuitui is like one of the easiest and independent dog to handle already (except for the occassional lao sai episodes and limping legs).

When i hear infant or baby or toddlers cry / kick up a fuss and making lots of noise in public, the fear is greater. Do i have the patience for this shit? Will i be able to tolerate if its my own kid? Will i be able to stop them from irritating and disturbing other ppl in time?  Will my kid listen to me?

Will i still have quality time to spend with tuitui? Hes getting older as days pass by. And every min with him is equally as precious as how the baby grows up. But baby grows UP, tui grows OLD. Thats the difference.

I really hope im still able to shower him with enough or best the same amount of love and attention. Pls dun tell me i wont one lah cos baby more impt. Blablablaaa a shit. Cause i noe a new born or baby is really alot more mafan than tui.

Sigh.. Seeing this old limping dog with the kelian face really breaks my heart. Please please get well soon (permanently) my dear boy.

Wednesday, 1 August 2018

Animal comming with my baby

Lol. This might sound abit crazy but we recently wondered if can use the same method to talk to unborn babies?

Mich helped me to talk to baby a few days back and gotten a reply.

Tried it today and he actually replied me. Its like a inner voice within. U noe its not really urself. Sometimes he coupled with some movements in the tummy too.