Monday, 3 February 2020

2020 resolution

Hello blog,

Ive been setting new year resolutions every year, and most of the time losing weight is on the top of the list, but always never achieve. 

2016, i took up animal comm course and modern calligraphy workshop which changed my life and also opened a whole new world towards animals.

2017, i took a break from aiming to lose weight and instead, my goal was to attend more courses/workshops to enriched myself in areas im interested in. So i took on online animal communication courses, and doodling classes. 

It was also a year of freedom, interms of commitment. I get to go all out for Making Mermaids, chiong every event i can and make as many bows despite having to sleep late.

2018, pregged with aiden, i had alot more brain cells free time due to my new job. Still striving on for MM whenever i can despite the big belly. And I managed to attend a reiki course right before my due date. 

2019 passed by just like this. And tbh i couldnt really remember what i achieved this year except i survived motherhood. I still participated in some events for MM but its honestly quite draining. With the changes of manpower in my new job, by the time i end work my brain is totally fried.  On a hind sight, i finally touched photoshop and attended a 1 day pets reiki workshop.

2020. Signed up for my Animal Comm level 2 workshop despite having online certs up till level 3 because i wanna find out tuitui purpose in my life as well as our past lives in level 3.

I really miss the days where im so connected to the dog industry. Be it the prosucts / pet shops /latest info or animal welfare. But lately i realise ive been so detached because my life is only made up of babies and baby brands. Sigh... I had to park MM aside because my time and energy is also that much. And if i force myself to chiong, i feel more stress than enjoyment (which was wad its supposed to be when i started it). 

Maybe one day.. One day i will be able to do wad i like to do and what my heart really wants. To be able to earn money for a living, and having excess to do more for the animals.