On normal days its okay, just that its exceptionally empty and lonely when we step into pet shops. Having nothing to buy for no one.
We window shopped different dogs over the past few months for fun, and viewed 2 of them. But one of them reminds us too much of your last days. And we both knew we are not ready for that again, especially with her weight. I almost fostered another senior dog thou wai wasn't as keen as me due to her age (or maybe no sparks). But thankfully she found a good home before she even came to our house.
I really dont know if we or am I ready for another one. Can i cope with a dog and aiden now? Will i feel tired or stress? I strived on because it was you.. and you really matters alot to me.
I am still waiting for your signs and you to come back with us. But i dont know when. Can u tell me anot. My heart so tired sia.
I would prefer an adult dog but that would me it will probably not be you if we were to adopt one now.
Sigh...
