Thursday 21 February 2013

If one day it really happens....

Do you miss me???
 
I guess i missed my bf too much that i dreamt about him last night in batam.

It seems like i have not visited the shelter for quite sometime..
and when i finally had the chance to, there was no dog in sight in the kennel.
As i called out to tui, searching high and low for him, a medium sized dog (with severed skin problem) slowly walked up to me and snuggle in my arms.. it was so skinny that i can see its rib cage protuding out... that, is tui. he heard my voice and came up to me.....
why did he become like this?!?! 
is this the handsome and healthy tui that i know before???
Apart from the emaciated body frame and skin problem, his left eye was bloody and it became half blind :(

my heart was full of guilt for not being able to bring him home with me, which resulted in him suffering like this..
it seriously hurts alot to see him in this state... i cried as i hugged his wounded and skinny body... 

i went home and wrote a letter to him. which i dunno why ended up at a girl's hand. The girl was tui. (like wth i dunno suddenly he became a human and a SHE). We chatted and......


i woked up. 
zzz.

a very stupid and annoying dreamt which made me feel very uneasy after the "Where is nicole" dream.

byebye.