Future.

Cant help but to feel the clock is ticking, and counting down to the hours we have with Odin.

1.5 more days to the potential adopter's viewing..

Do we really have to give him up?

I secretly hope that they cancel their viewing, or will our decision change to adopting him within the next day?

He really has improved alot. Thou idk how the future will be like, and definitely it will require more energy, but he also has brought much joy to our family, ok maybe not so much for the husband, more of me and aiden.

And walking him at night as a family gives hub and aiden a chance to bond and walk together..

How will life be if odin leaves us? We might just go back to "normal" but im sure there will be this emptiness in my heart, sometimes its a void that not just any dog can fill.. not what other people's pet or the community cats or the shelter dog can fill. 

Sigh... 

I love u odin, although its only 1 mth that i know you. Not a replacement for tui, but i love you for who you are. I hope you will find the best happiness in life if we are not the right family for u. I hope u find a family that can let u run freely like how u wished too. I hope they will be patient with u and let you do all the silly stuff and chew whatever u like/can. I hope they let u slp on bed tgt with them, and slp on sofa whenever you like. I hope they treat u better than we do. ❤

Odin the doormat thief

Its been 15 days since Odin came into our life. His appearance is so sudden. It brought joy, laughter, stress and also disruptions to our "almost peaceful life". 

I was happy we had a dog, but we wasn't ready for the commitment in training a young dog, such as separation anxiety and constant chewing of stuff and we had to put things out of sight. 

He is a great pup very smart and playful. And he is reallt gentle with Aiden, i would say they are like good buddies/bros. At times i even find them very alike, when they gek me lolol. 

With the stress, tears and considerations. I had to tell his rescuer that we are not ready to confirm adopting him. 

When she texted me that she has 2 potential adopters on hand, and will arrange for a viewing soon.... it jus felt so.. tbh sometimes i miss my old lifez but its also hard to imagine life without this boy.. thou its only been 2 weeks.

If i dont have a kid, i would probably keep him. But i have different roles in my life now.

All i hope now is he really can find a family or home that treats him better than we do, able to train him and give him space / chance to run around freely. Bcos hes really happy when he runs.