Wednesday 15 August 2018

Thoughts on Life after giving birth

Frankly speaking i dunno if i will be able to handle a baby and doggy at the same time. Thou tuitui is like one of the easiest and independent dog to handle already (except for the occassional lao sai episodes and limping legs).

When i hear infant or baby or toddlers cry / kick up a fuss and making lots of noise in public, the fear is greater. Do i have the patience for this shit? Will i be able to tolerate if its my own kid? Will i be able to stop them from irritating and disturbing other ppl in time?  Will my kid listen to me?

Will i still have quality time to spend with tuitui? Hes getting older as days pass by. And every min with him is equally as precious as how the baby grows up. But baby grows UP, tui grows OLD. Thats the difference.

I really hope im still able to shower him with enough or best the same amount of love and attention. Pls dun tell me i wont one lah cos baby more impt. Blablablaaa a shit. Cause i noe a new born or baby is really alot more mafan than tui.

Sigh.. Seeing this old limping dog with the kelian face really breaks my heart. Please please get well soon (permanently) my dear boy.

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